You know you are overly emotional when you start throwing around words like "blasphemous." (Although it is kind of fun to use once in a while, you should try it.)
Anyway. Bad day yesterday.
I think I have somewhat pulled myself together. At least for the moment.
That's how it goes. One day you feel like God is working a miracle. The next day you hate him and think he's out to get you. At least, that is how it goes for me.
Andrew had a blood transfusion today and his skin is a little pinker and he still has a few eyelashes left, so I will go to bed, thank God for the blessings of the day, and hope tomorrow is even better.
I actually have NOWHERE to go tomorrow. I may actually clean this disastrous mess of a house.
Go ahead. Try it. Blasphemous. Blasphemous.
Happy Wednesday!!! Truly. Hope it was.
Enjoy your day at home. I hope you get a little break from the roller coaster of life that you're stuck on!
ReplyDeleteAnd okay, okay, blasphemous! =>
I'm a new follower and came here from Momma's Pixie Dreams. I am so, so sorry and will be praying for you all.
ReplyDeleteI love your use of "blasphemous!" I just may have to use it tomorrow!
Keeping Andrew and your family in my prayers.
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I love new days. I needed one yesterday too. Praying for you. When I say that, I stop and pray right then...so you know I'm doing it okay?
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you are having a bit of a better day today.
ReplyDeleteI was inspired by you to use the word of the day in my blog post today. It's a good word! :)
That's the beauty of blogging ... you get to get it off your chest! Hope you managed to get your house in order, I think sometimes this helps to clear your thoughts too. Would send you a cleaning fairy if I could. My thoughts are with you.
ReplyDeleteSometime cleaning the house is very theraputic but I am sure the fact that you get to stay snuggled in your nest all day will do so much more! :)
ReplyDeleteIf I lived closer I would come help you clean. I know that isn't much... considering.....
ReplyDeleteHang in there :D
I came over from Michelles blog. I think I will try that word out! lol
ReplyDeleteAlso - I would love to send a hat! Do you have any from nevada yet?
YES. YES. YES. I get it. My own health adventure has up and downs ... I get it.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you get a day to stay home and relax (or clean ...) All my best and thinking of your little guy, J
I like this word so much I used it in my Twitter description. It just feels kind of nice to say.
ReplyDeleteI just stopped by via Michelle (Pixie) You have some beautiful boys. I love the hat mission going on for your Andrew.
I am thinking of all of you, what an amazing strong beautiful family you are! =)
Dearest Julie,
ReplyDeleteAs you go through this nightmare of illness with your precious baby boy know that God gets it, we get it, and there is no condemnation (that word is a little like blasphemous?? Did I write that??)for the feelings that you are experiencing at this time. It's good for you to get them out! We all love you and I cannot imagine having the courage and the strength that you have. You are a miracle friend! I am praying for Andrew and for your family to get through this awful time. Hugs and love, Sharon